Regrets

Feeling so strong.... that lasts for so long.... the worsts ones are those when you do something you never in your wildest dreams thought you'd end up doing.... and the consequences of which leave a life long of regret.... sometimes you do things that are unintentional and uncalled for with people who mean the world to you....
You don't mean to hurt them but you do end up doing the same none the less... I mean that not the plan but what when it does get incorporated in your life... how do you help that
Or for that matter when you entangle your life with someone, you're not suppose to, because when things might end a lot more could be lost....
Life's a bout making decisions... every moment... should i eat, but i am not that hungry, but is it not better if i eat now???? these trivial ones don't matter even when you make a wrong decision... but sometimes, some decisions cause you a life time of thought....
Is there anything you can do about it... yeah people say think and do what you do, but if an action is well thought about and then executed its not a mistake.... so what do you do....
say sorry... show that what you did actually is making you feel bad, again does it change things, does it really make a difference ... i mean you will be forgiven, but will it be forgotten... Does it go away.....
Regret is all that you're left with.... a thought all long your life...for you whose done it and for the one who went through it, it stays at the back of the mind somewhere.... which comes in the foreground when something happens... like a dejavu`