Cough Cough... Puff Puff

I had , had enough
I want to mention
Life - A tension
Asphyxiated and Stiffled
I looked for my options
Options .... Very Scarce
I chose
Smoking
A Puff
First Few Puffs
Anxieties Relieved
Difference in
Good and Bad
I knew
Future uncertain... unknown
Further... more.. pressure
Few More Puffs
Health Deteriorated
Lungs Gone
Speech Unclear
One more Puff
Breathing Struggling
Few More
Tensions Released
I think not
Still lots of battles to be fought
Enough
Just few more puffs
Life had.... had enough
Decisions were tough
But I was Stupid
For I chose the Puff....